Well the last one..of course no. Well the first one is maybe and the second and the third are pretty impossible but the fourth maybe I can achieve by using my own money.

But

That's all the things that I want..I realize that all these years I never grateful for what I've got such a great life, home, parent, siblings, friends, laptop, drinks, foods, air.. I've got so many things in this life yet I'm still complaining of what I don't get. Tell me am I a sinner? Yes, I am. I'm 16 now. I "started" my life since I was 13, so I've committed many sins since then, and I never try to wash it off.. Every year I make a deal with myself to be a better person, but still no achievement. I don't know I think I'm way off the rails.

Before I forget I also wants a good grades but..








Why all of this good grades thingy matter to me? We live in Malaysia the country where if you are Miss Good-grades-you-can-get-a-job-then-you-can-pay-your-house-rent-but-you-have-a-debt-for-the-rest-of-your-life. Having a good grades is like paying back your parent's money, they have gives us countless amount of money for our education. Yeah it is their responsible to prepare us for education but as a son/daughter we should appreciates their struggle to find money to see us learning. I agree school mostly teaching bullshit just some of them are related with your real life. What do I know about life.




There's nobody ever tells me that I can't be sad on my birthday...